my answer for meaning of life

    Today i found the answer for the questions i have been thinking of  for a year or a bit more. The main question was '' what is the meaning of my life?'' and it branched to other questions like "why am i alive", "is there a reason for my life", "is my presence itself important, or am i just walking around aimlessly doing things i believe will give importance to my presence". And the questions got more serious to the extent that i wanted to die because i believed that my life has no importance at all since i never found an answer.

 After a 2 month, i was in the class setting on my chair desperate, still thinking about those brutal questions that have been killing me for the last 2 month when suddenly my best friend, mohammed mullah, came up to me and started joking with me and talking about his funny accidents; i looked at him and noticed the way he smiled to me, and laughed with me, it was all for me and me only! then i realized something " i may think that my life has no meaning thus is not important, but it holds great importance and meaning to other people lives" this was the answer for the question that has been haunting me "what is the meaning of my life"; and because of my best friend, i knew the answer; but what i didnt know is that i didnt find the real answer, but a mere answer to satisfy myself.

After a year from finding, what i thought, the answer for my question' i have finally found the real answer to my question.i woke up to day at 9:40 a.m and entered the bathroom with mitch album's book "tuesdays with morrie" on my right hand. i was reading the book while resting in the bathroom and a sentence caught my eyes when morrie said "people who wish to be young again are those with unfulfilled lives. unsatisfied lives. lives that have not found meaning. because if one finds meaning in his life, he/she wont want to go back, but move forward, see more, and do more". after reading this sentence, i started thinking " what if i ask morrie about the meaning of life? what would he answer me with?" then i suddenly remembered all  the people who are close to me and how i enjoy my time with them and want to keep them close to me till death. I stopped for a moment and repeated that last two words i said " till death ", this was the reason i am alive and thus the meaning i am alive. the reason of my life is to enjoy it, do things i enjoy, stay with people i love, meet new people i will love, and work hard to keep all those people beside me.

this is what i believe the meaning of my life

day of exams

                                               The day of the exam

        At the end of the class the teacher told us that we have a class test next week and a major exam the week after and the lessons included in each test. so after he walks away i  open my math book and check out the lessons. they were easy, anyone can ace the test if he studies well. so i go back home and study like hell for this test, i solved so many math questions that... haha i didnt even open my math book, all what i did was solving old exams. and i thought that that was enough until the day of the exam but we will go there in a moment. now the day before the exam, the teacher wanted to prepare us to the test so he gave us difficult questions to solve, none of the students knew how to solve any of those questions but i, and that was my mistake. you see, i showed the other students that i am good in math so suddenly they  became suspiciously  friendly and nice to me that i thought a family member of mine just died and they knew about and i didnt. but no! it wasnt because of my cool character, good lucks, sarcasim, ninja skills, and other good stuff that i dont know how to spell, it was all because of the test and they wanted me to make them cheat from me! i was like "nien!" then  they were like "come one man please" and again i said " nien! " ,then went to the test room like a boss, aced the test like a boss, and went out with the pencil in my pocket and i like cats! i took a full mark at that test and an A+ on the major exam, they were easy you just need to solve difficult questions and thats all. 

     Next time i will tell you a story about a fight that happened and i was involved in it, i beat those kids bad with my ninja skills >: D and lets hope that my dad wont read this part cause he will freak out then beat me up with his belt skills..... joke dad, it was a joke i didnt get into any fights.

but i didnt say that there were no fight >: D